The number of people I imagined read my blog was not a number a expected. It was higher. Shocking.

I didn't know that Nadia or Grace read my blog. Their not the only ones.

Funny how some people seem to want more people to read their blogsor more people to tag so they can boast off/whatever. I'm the opposite, I guess. So is Grace <3

She wanted to tag my blog. But she the first blog skin (Love Constellation) had a bit of HTML problems and some of the cbox was cut off. The blog skin I have now doesn't have a cbox as I'm too lazy to add one, not cos I don't like people tagging.

Anyway, have you ever felt non-existent?

I have.

You see, I'm not great at anything. Really. Neither am I really lousy or horrible at anything.


I'm not here not there for EVERYTHING (except for gender. I'm not a 不男不女, but that's not really a skill, isn't it?).

My marks are not fantastic, no one ever comes up to me to say that I have done really wonderfully for academic results and shakes my hand and hugs me. But no one attempts to change the subject when I tell them about my average marks cos my marks aren't pretty horrible and it won't be embarrassing to continue talking about it.

My sports is okay. I'm not a macho woman, neither do I fail NAPFA segments.

My singing is so-so. I do go off-pitch 40% of the time during warm-ups, but that's normal for someone who just entered choir.

SO, how many teachers don't remember my name?

Lemme count. (not counting in ms lydia tan cos she started teaching us just very recently)

1, 2, 3, 4, 5

I won't bother naming them.

I'm not sure about a couple of them, but I'm positive about the rest.

I bet if the ground suddenly opens and I drop inside no one would notice. So I shall hide in one corner and sing. Sing "nobody likes me everybody hates me I wanna eat some worms"

And then again maybe I shouldn't.

Dear readers,

you should be reading instead of a blog about a girl's troubles. DAMN, THOSE POOR VICTIMS IN CHINA NEED MORE HELP THEN A GIRL! CLICK THAT LINK NOW.

Anyway choir today was very fun. I sang like crap today in front of Ms Loo. Dunno what happened to me. It seemed so fast ): All I knew was that I sang really badly cos I have ears to hear my own voice. My voice was weird. Ms Loo wasn't too happy with us. But I don't blame her. If I were her I would be happy too. (just remember that my name's michlle, yea? D: Alto2 has 4 sec ones: michelle, emeline, and of course phoebe and chu ren)

Yea. That's it. A productive day. Learnt Stupid Cupid and Cantemus.

-mich

The number of people I imagined read my blog was not a number a expected. It was higher. Shocking.

I didn't know that Nadia or Grace read my blog. Their not the only ones.

Funny how some people seem to want more people to read their blogsor more people to tag so they can boast off/whatever. I'm the opposite, I guess. So is Grace <3

She wanted to tag my blog. But she the first blog skin (Love Constellation) had a bit of HTML problems and some of the cbox was cut off. The blog skin I have now doesn't have a cbox as I'm too lazy to add one, not cos I don't like people tagging.

Anyway, have you ever felt non-existent?

I have.

You see, I'm not great at anything. Really. Neither am I really lousy or horrible at anything.


I'm not here not there for EVERYTHING (except for gender. I'm not a 不男不女, but that's not really a skill, isn't it?).

My marks are not fantastic, no one ever comes up to me to say that I have done really wonderfully for academic results and shakes my hand and hugs me. But no one attempts to change the subject when I tell them about my average marks cos my marks aren't pretty horrible and it won't be embarrassing to continue talking about it.

My sports is okay. I'm not a macho woman, neither do I fail NAPFA segments.

My singing is so-so. I do go off-pitch 40% of the time during warm-ups, but that's normal for someone who just entered choir.

SO, how many teachers don't remember my name?

Lemme count. (not counting in ms lydia tan cos she started teaching us just very recently)

1, 2, 3, 4, 5

I won't bother naming them.

I'm not sure about a couple of them, but I'm positive about the rest.

I bet if the ground suddenly opens and I drop inside no one would notice. So I shall hide in one corner and sing. Sing "nobody likes me everybody hates me I wanna eat some worms"

And then again maybe I shouldn't.

Dear readers,

you should be reading instead of a blog about a girl's troubles. DAMN, THOSE POOR VICTIMS IN CHINA NEED MORE HELP THEN A GIRL! CLICK THAT LINK NOW.

Anyway choir today was very fun. I sang like crap today in front of Ms Loo. Dunno what happened to me. It seemed so fast ): All I knew was that I sang really badly cos I have ears to hear my own voice. My voice was weird. Ms Loo wasn't too happy with us. But I don't blame her. If I were her I would be happy too. (just remember that my name's michlle, yea? D: Alto2 has 4 sec ones: michelle, emeline, and of course phoebe and chu ren)

Yea. That's it. A productive day. Learnt Stupid Cupid and Cantemus.

-mich