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6:32 PM; Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I can't deny that I feel sad today. I feel terrible. This post will be a bit about myself. It isn't meant to entertain and it's sort of depressing. So if you read my blog to find out about the more amusing slices of my life, this isn't the post for you, sorry >.< I'm upset with Reichel's decision, but I'll respect her, for she deserves better than this. I fully support her (: I'm having a horrible headache now. I only slept for four hours yesterday. --- I suddenly miss Jiji so, so much. I miss many people in fact. I wish I'm not in RGS. And then again, what can you expect from a school you were forced to go to? I'm listening to this song. It's so sad. I feel like crying. Ugh. Stop it Mich. --- Why do I call myself Mich? There are too many Mich-es in this world. Many people know at least two Mich-es. I should change my name. I don't want to be called Mich anymore. Perhaps you can start by calling me Shuting. It's so cool. It sounds like shooting, which I can shout out loud to vent my anger instead of how I vented it at Reichel today. (I ctrl+c and ctrl+v the f word many times! I won't say it here cos I only say it when I'm really sad. But I'm not too sad this moment) Also, Shuting sounds like Shutting. Shutting up! Not only do I like to shut up, I also like others to shut up. Sometimes when people talk, they talk about other stuff which I'm not too interested in. So i'll just mumble my own name under my breath in hopes they'll shut up! And then again not. It's not their fault I'm irritated. Everyone does talk about things others are too annoyed to hear. I admit I do that by accident too (: Finally Shuting sounds like shitting. Comparing myself to a piece of shit somehow cheers me up. I'm thinking of it now. I don't know why, I just laughed at that thought. Then I started almost-crying again. But I started laughing again. I'm talking to myself. Gah. --- My headache is getting worse. |
