Even though I sort of expected it... You know the feeling that there's a teeny bit of you that you might be wrong and that, surprise, good news! I guess I shouldn't complain, because complaining isn't going to get me anywhere... but I must really say this:
I want to go overseas! ):
Hopefully I can feel better after letting this out. No matter how hard I've been trying to see most things in a positive light, I have come to realise that in choir a Maybe for good events (e.g. the overseas trip and some other stuff) usually means no while a Maybe for not so good events usually means yes.
Of course, I have been proven wrong many times (last year's concert is a great example) but there is still this mindset harbouring in my mind and I feel very frustrated by it. It comforts me very slightly that at least the Sec 4s did a proposal and all that for us. But I guess that comfort is just that slight.
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Yesterday I was half-yawning then tears came out of my eyes (happens when I'm really too tired after yawning), then I suddenly cried a bit. I also do not know why I cried! Come to think of it it's quite amazing, you should try yawn-crying too! Even though after that I couldn't fall asleep but whatever!
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Reetz is scaring me...
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"Yay I just read through my old archives about the GST days and all the strange but funny things we used to do to Lingxi like how we (well mainly just Mich) badgered her about wearing 'nice clothes' and 'nice shoes' and did she have a boyfriend and where did she live and Mich's 'Leon and Lindsy' stage and also let's not forget the Playboy bunnies and ACS(I) shuai4 ge1s and playing chess on PSP obsession episodes. And also the nice things she did for us, like staying with me to help out and taking me to buy pretzels and cream puffs at Taka afterwards, going over to Nikki's house at 8 pm to somewhere around midnight to help out and bringing yummy donuts for us at Open House OM booth not to forget the 'nice clothes' --> dress and high heels which FYI is very unLingxi."
Sometimes when some people say that a certain phase of time has passed and can never come back, we should believe them and stop thinking that they are exaggerating (no one usually says anything when they think someone is exaggerating but they make a silent note) . There's no way I can ever join OM again but well, this just made me feel and think so much. I really miss GST and Lindsy... bittersweet!
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Even though I sort of expected it... You know the feeling that there's a teeny bit of you that you might be wrong and that, surprise, good news! I guess I shouldn't complain, because complaining isn't going to get me anywhere... but I must really say this:
I want to go overseas! ):
Hopefully I can feel better after letting this out. No matter how hard I've been trying to see most things in a positive light, I have come to realise that in choir a Maybe for good events (e.g. the overseas trip and some other stuff) usually means no while a Maybe for not so good events usually means yes.
Of course, I have been proven wrong many times (last year's concert is a great example) but there is still this mindset harbouring in my mind and I feel very frustrated by it. It comforts me very slightly that at least the Sec 4s did a proposal and all that for us. But I guess that comfort is just that slight.
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Yesterday I was half-yawning then tears came out of my eyes (happens when I'm really too tired after yawning), then I suddenly cried a bit. I also do not know why I cried! Come to think of it it's quite amazing, you should try yawn-crying too! Even though after that I couldn't fall asleep but whatever!
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Reetz is scaring me...
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"Yay I just read through my old archives about the GST days and all the strange but funny things we used to do to Lingxi like how we (well mainly just Mich) badgered her about wearing 'nice clothes' and 'nice shoes' and did she have a boyfriend and where did she live and Mich's 'Leon and Lindsy' stage and also let's not forget the Playboy bunnies and ACS(I) shuai4 ge1s and playing chess on PSP obsession episodes. And also the nice things she did for us, like staying with me to help out and taking me to buy pretzels and cream puffs at Taka afterwards, going over to Nikki's house at 8 pm to somewhere around midnight to help out and bringing yummy donuts for us at Open House OM booth not to forget the 'nice clothes' --> dress and high heels which FYI is very unLingxi."
Sometimes when some people say that a certain phase of time has passed and can never come back, we should believe them and stop thinking that they are exaggerating (no one usually says anything when they think someone is exaggerating but they make a silent note) . There's no way I can ever join OM again but well, this just made me feel and think so much. I really miss GST and Lindsy... bittersweet!
