Today was not a very good day for me. Firstly my day was ruined by English because I was supposed to present yet I didn't due to shortage of time. Problem is I was standing there for 10-20min waiting for my turn and simultaneously tackling some bladder issues. Not fun.
After that in choir Varsha and Janelle came back. That somehow reminded me of when I was Sec 1 and how much I hated choir like dunno what so I just started stoning. And yesterday I was already upset enough thinking about OSL, why I'm trying for OSL, why I do not dare to try for OSL, the main problem with me when I'm signing up for everything with Grace Tan. I wouldn't say it's not fun, but it really hit me mentally and emotionally.
And I thought we were doing Itsuki today so I was quite excited for choir and mentally prepared to sing it. I guess they have their (good) reasons not to do Itsuki today. As much as I understand they have more than reason not to do Itsuki... I still don't feel happy about it.
In short, the past few days have been not too good. But of course there are good sides. Maybe I'll post them up another day.
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Today was not a very good day for me. Firstly my day was ruined by English because I was supposed to present yet I didn't due to shortage of time. Problem is I was standing there for 10-20min waiting for my turn and simultaneously tackling some bladder issues. Not fun.
After that in choir Varsha and Janelle came back. That somehow reminded me of when I was Sec 1 and how much I hated choir like dunno what so I just started stoning. And yesterday I was already upset enough thinking about OSL, why I'm trying for OSL, why I do not dare to try for OSL, the main problem with me when I'm signing up for everything with Grace Tan. I wouldn't say it's not fun, but it really hit me mentally and emotionally.
And I thought we were doing Itsuki today so I was quite excited for choir and mentally prepared to sing it. I guess they have their (good) reasons not to do Itsuki today. As much as I understand they have more than reason not to do Itsuki... I still don't feel happy about it.
In short, the past few days have been not too good. But of course there are good sides. Maybe I'll post them up another day.
